the interwebz is so distracting! ahh!

no, but seriously. i was in the middle of making a bagel, washing clothes, cleaning the bedroom, and taking my pills when i thought, “hey, let’s check out the internet” and here I am, 24 minutes later (I assume) bagel done, chores abandoned, pills nowhere to be seen.

WTF, MATE!?

today has been glorious, and i say that not because i haven’t showered since Saturday night, but because i have been productive, relaxed and energized. whoa. who knew life could feel so awesome?

it’s interesting to note that i am someone with a lot of opinions, but when it comes to writing a blog, i end up writing about trivial things or shouting out random bits of weirdness, like i have hipster tourettes. i feel like i should be able to muster 500 words on why the election is a scary thing, or why i’m applying to grad school and/or other jobs, but instead, i find myself talking about bagels.


mmmm…. bagels…..

i had this realization today about work. i’ve been spinning my wheels for the last… oh, let’s make up a number and stick with it…. 8 months, in which i get through each day, each week, each month, assuming there will be some reprieve. i mess up my body because i can’t get into a pattern, and i end up feeling stressed, exhausted and imbalanced. it’s not good. not good at all. perhaps it’s the work, perhaps its the gin, perhaps shannon doherty has finally delivered on her threat to me in 3rd grade, but, whatever the case, this is a cycle i need to reform NOW. i can’t live like i’m on a treadmill, i need to walk, or run, or jog, or skip like the little gay boy that i am, at my own pace.

geez. i’m hungry again.